YOU'LL NEVER KNOW

You'll Never Know

What I’ve been feeling inside
Every time we talk
Every time we chat
The smile you caused my lips
The cheer you gave my eyes
You’ll never know
The way you put joy in my heart

You’ve been a part of me
In most of the things I do
You’re part of the world I see
In moments that I see you in my mind
My heart thumps as if it’s missing apart
You’ll never know
How much you mean to me

Should I tell you or should I not
Should I let you know?
The things that you do
This feeling that I hide
Seems to rip me inside
You’ll never know
You’re the gift that I want

Can you read between the lines?
If yes, please do initiate
For I can’t help but to hold back
Remember, I am at all times myself
So you will see me for who I am
You’ll never know
I dream of being accepted as your half

I can’t seem to look at your eyes
For I have crossed the friendship line
But I don’t want to betray you
So here I am, praying
For what decision I must do
You’ll never know
All the things that I cried for

The warmth of your words
The coldness of your actions
The security of your personality
The doubts and uncertainties
And my soul just can’t settle on
You’ll never know
How much it burdened me so

What should I do and feel?
The tears caused by your smile
The stings at the sight of your face
The thoughts you filled my mind
The longing you gave my heart
And you’ll never know
You think you do, but perhaps, you never will

--> jm (somewhere/in/time)
--> being poetic last week