May Lamentations

Let me lament for the last time
Over the days that I thought would be forever mine
Though I have foreseen the gloom years ago
I was too weak to totally let go

It’s now a different scene
When this month was once green
Over the field of colorful caprice
Now it’s just a memory of lost peace

Over these days of weary and pain
I have lamented and reminisced
The days that love once held
A heart captivated of false chance

A chance to be loved truly
A chance to understand it fully
But I guess the love that I thought was true
Just suddenly left me out in the blue

Let me lament for the last time
And finally let go of the pain inside
This month of May that use to be fine
Now in my thoughts, I would like to decline

Let the old dreams die before my face
I am hoping that in time it will be replaced
Let the hope be just a thing of the past
Praying in my memory it will never last

Let the rain wash away this pain
Let the sun dry it away
Let the clouds be not gloomy
And the stars to shine out brightly

And may this last lamentation
Bring a period over this emotion
Of past heart aches and devotion
Over this little May Lamentation